As I get ready for the coming week, I wanted to share with you some of the things that I am going to be working on. Goals. Things I want to reach.
Something that I am trying to do or achieve.
First I wanted to share with you what I read this morning. :)
The Job answered the LORD and said: I know that you can do all things, and that no purpose of yours can be thwarted. Who is this that hides counsel without knowledge? Therefore I have uttered what I did not understand, things top wonderful for me, which I did not know. Hear, and I will speak; I will question you, and you make it known to me. I had heard of you by the hearing of the ear, but now my eye sees you; therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.
I am in a season of moving forward and leaving behind past regrets and mistakes. Something I think will be a beautiful journey, both difficult and beautiful.
One of the hardest things that a person let alone a women can learn about themselves, is that they don’t have it all together. Especially in their walk with the LORD. Even when you think you feel close to Him, you can always get closer.
Even when your time spent with Him is enough, you can always spend more time with Him.
I am at a crossroads in my walk with Him and because I am a completely different person I feel like I am starting over.
Getting to know my Creator as I am now. I must admit that as frightening and scary as it sounds, I feel excited. Well, enough excitement that makes me want to go forward. ;)
I believe and know that it will be a beautiful journey for me.
As you know I started using the Insanity Max :30 workouts and I have been loving them! Well, my body hasn’t. Let me explain.
When you start a fitness program, you must get the proper equipment and you must master proper form.
Neither of which I had.
I hurt myself.
More specifically, my back.
My lower back down to my left hip.
I was not pleased at all.
I even eventually had to go to the doctor and get a shot in my backside.
I couldn’t even make it to work due to the fact that I couldn’t even set up straight!
I was slightly embarrassed.
Anyway, I haven’t worked out since last Saturday and I feel horrible!
The unfortunate thing that they do at the doctors office is weigh you and I found out that I weigh 182 pounds. What?!? Over the last year, I have put on 25 pounds and I would like to lose 30. My BMI is 31% and knowing that made my eyes bug out!
I feel my best at 150 pounds and with a BMI of 27-28. Still not perfect in the worlds eyes, but it suits me just fine.
What does this mean?
It means goals that what it means.
It also means that I ordered the proper gear for my workouts. Shoes.
I will be sticking to the modification until I master each move.
I will be sticking to a “whole 30ish” type of eating. Mostly of protein and no processed foods.
I will do my very best.
It snowed. A lot.
I also had a Saturday date…….with myself.
Whole Foods, Barnes and Noble, and new books.
Love Does by Bob Goff
You’re Already Amazing by Holley Gerth
Both of which you should check out!
I also have the book It Was Me All Along by Andie Mitchell. This book is amazing!!
My Nanny :)